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English Professor: you guys can turn in your paper early if you want to

Whole English Class: “I bet Myrtle will”….”I won’t be surprised if Myrtle did”

English Professor: actually, she gave it to me already…

Whole English Class: hahahahahha….it’s expected.

Me: *turns red in embarrassment

the point is…i’ve been getting “picked on” for finishing my work early and accomplishing my priorities…it’s very very bittersweet….sweet bc i get my work done and bitter bc people make fun of me. the funny thing tho, my classmates always say they want to be like me….TRUST ME…you do NOT want to be like me…..i stress too easily and i’m soo hard on myself…i think it’s rather funny how people just know me for finishing my work on time…ifjifasosdifjsai! idk…it’s just who i am…that’s how i roll….hahahah…sighhhh

i was at the mall with my sister and her friends celebrating her 21st birthday and while we were at Starbucks, this sweet couple came up to us and offered us free tickets to watch the Katy Perry concert in Oakland!!!! it was soo random. because it was soo last minute, we ALMOST turned those four free tickets down. all of us didn’t favor spontaneous moments, but this opportunity was definitely one of those moments were “no” was not the answer. it was already 7:30 when we got the tickets and the show was already starting. after we got the tickets, we ran home, grabbed our cameras and headed off to oakland to watch Katy Perry!!!

i was sooo excited because i was supposed to go with Krystle last august and watch the concert with her, but i never got the chance to since my fam was in hawaii…who knew i was able to go last night?!? i thought we were going to be late, but when we got there, we still had to wait an hour and a half longer til KP went out.

the show was AMAZINGGGGGGGG. i love her even more! although i didn’t know like 2 or 3 of her songs, i still had a blast. kadjfisajdif! she had so much fun activities on stage….she called up one boy to go on stage and she kissed him on the cheek and he did the same for her. and then when she called up audience dancers, these 2 lucky girls were wearing cute outfits, that KP specifically called them out and took pics with them on stage! Katy Perry was like, “Here, let me take the picture because my hands aren’t shaking.” hahah…i’m sooo jelly of those girls, yet again, i got free tickets myself! 

anyways….i still can’t believe last night ever happened. i will forever be a Katy Perry fan! :)

i forgot to write about my first time teaching a dance class last week! it was soo unexpected….sam, the teacher i aide for, got really sick so she told me last minute that i was going to teach our beginners age 5-7 hula/tahitian class….it was sooo funnn….although i was very very nervous, i was able to enjoy dancing with the kids and this was a great experience…who knows….i might teach hula/tahitian in the future! :)

i keep getting trapped in places i don’t want to be in anymore….i’m tired of feeling so low

nts: let go, let God…i need to keep reminding myself this

i can honestly say you are most definitely a little brother i’ve always wanted…our relationship keeps getting stronger and stronger and i feel like i can literally tell you anything and everything, knowing that i won’t be judged. thanks for putting up with me and for always giving me the advice that i need to hear. i really do appreciate it. lubs youuu 

why am i sooooo easily distracted right now??? i have no freakin motivation to finish my paper…and it could’ve been finished by now if i weren’t soo distracted!!! hhhmmmppphhhhh…….maybe i need a power nap…i dunzo.

hmmm…i really don’t know. you did hurt me and never apologized. i’m not asking for an apology or anything, but i want you to at least acknowledge the way you treated me and didn’t see my side of the story.

but anyhoo…my sis is right.

i’m tired of trying to please you just to see if things will work out again. i’m tired of being taken advantage of since i feel like you think i’ll do anything for you…

i’m going to embrace my singleness and dependency, after all…i survived life wayyy before you came into it. 

tired of being tired. 

let go, let God.

and guess where the photoshoot is?!?….effin Pacifica -_-…hahahahah…oh wellsies…the point is…HELP ME FUNDRAISE BY BUYING A TE PURA CALENDAR!!! 

pretty please? with a cherry on top and a smile on my face?!?

:)